Note to Self: Which end is up again?

I'm really struggling right now, and I can't put my finger on exactly what it is that I'm struggling with. Does that make sense? 

I am pretty sure I'm at the point where I will need professional help soon, just to figure out what is going on with me. I've never seen any sort of therapist, but it's probably long overdue (I'm pretty sure I've been dealing with some form of mild depression for a pretty long time). 

I keep telling myself that if I can just get X, Y, or Z right, everything else will be better. 

"What was I to do? How was i to proceed?"

Note to self: Maybe blogging isn't for me.

I started this blog about a year and a half ago, just to write some stuff down any put it out in the world. I only got like 10 entries into the blog, before I just didn't have time or forgot or gave up or abandoned this site. I've done this before too. Maybe 5th (6th) time is the charm for me & blogging.

In the hope of starting fresh, those posts are pretty much gone (they still exist in draft form, maybe they'll come back). Now I just have to find things to write about on a regular basis.

10+ internet points if you can tell me where this quote is from....